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Diantara sekian banyak rasa kehilangan. Kehilangan figur seorang ayah adalah hal terberat yang sekarang saya rasakan. Sudah Empat tahun berlalu, tapi rasa kehilangan itu tidak pernah berkurang sedikitpun. Kadang malah bertambah.

Sebenernya
ga mau sedih2an terus. Tapi rasa ga bisa bohong. Rasanya ya masih
sakit. Rasanya ya masih kaget. Rasanya ya masih ga percaya. Dan rasanya
ko saya masih belum bisa terima….

Hmmm…after our long conversation…finally i got one dicision…
Dan itu adalah…saya ga akan peduli lagi. Apapun itu. Saya BENAR_BENAR GA akan PEDULI lagi.
Ur passion.
Ur hobby.
Ur work.
Ur live.
And..Ur friends!

Enough!!!

I’ve been awake for a while now
you’ve got me feelin like a child now
cause every time i see your bubbly face
i get the tinglies in a silly place

It starts in my toes
makes me crinkle my nose
where ever it goes i always know
that you make me smile
please stay for a while now
just take your time
where ever you go

The rain is fallin on my window pane
but we are hidin in a safer place
under the covers stayin save and warm
you give me feelins that i adore

It starts in my toes
makes me crinkle my nose
where ever it goes i always know
that you make me smile
please stay for a while now
just take your time
where ever you go

What am i gonna say
when you make me feel this way
I just……..mmmmmmmmmmm

It starts in my toes
makes me crinkle my nose
where ever it goes i always know
that you make me smile
please stay for a while now
just take your time
where ever you go

I’ve been asleep for a while now
You tucked me in just like a child now
Cause every time you hold me in your arms
Im comfortable enough to feel your warmth

It starts in my soul
And I lose all control
When you kiss my nose
The feelin shows
Cause you make me smile
Baby just take your time
Holdin me tight

Where ever, where ever, where ever you go
Where ever, where ever, where ever you go…

Dan beginilah cara saya mati…Terbujur kaku di tengah keluarga
yang sangat menyayangi saya. Yang pada saat itu semua menangis tertahan, karena
merasa sangat kehilangan. Senyap dan penuh haru. Teman-teman yang juga sangat
emnyayangi saya berdatangan satu persatu. Mengucaokan salam perpisahan. Dan
satu persatu teman saya akan memeluk hangat ibu saya. Berjanji tetap akan
datang kerumah walaupun saya sudah tidak ada lagi. Dan tiba lah saat yang
paling menyayat hati. Saat pemakaman. Namun tiba-tiba semua terhenyak dengan
kedatangan seorang laki-laki. Dengan wajah sembab dia menghampiri tubuh saya
yang sudah tak bernyawa. Lalu dia terduduk di lemas disamping saya. Menyesali
kenapa dia terlambat datang. Menyesali kenapa dia tidak memberi kabar kepada
saya. Menyesali kenapa dia dia sering kali tidak bisa di ajak berbicara oleh
saya. Lalu tubuh laki-laki itu bergetar hebat dan dengan singkat getaran itu
berubah menjadi guncangan. Dan seluruh tanah dan langit pun ikut berguncang tak
kuasa karenanya. Keluarga, teman, tetangga saya semua nya ikut berguncang hebat
akibat dari tubuh laki-laki itu yang berguncang dengan hebatnya akibat
penyesalan dan kesedihan yang teramat dalam. Namun saya tetap terdiam. Terbujur
kaku di tempat saya.

Ada yang lg so sibuk bgt sama DA nya…gpp siy sebenernya. Cuma yang bikin sebel adalah he didnt include me!!!!. Sebel kan???. Tiba2 aja foto2 sama siapa gt…dan entah dimana…Sekali lg…gpp…asal….LAPORAN dunk!!!. Let me know about ur world. Biarin pina tau. Biar entar nya ga jadi berntem gara2 hal yang ga penting.

For being honestly. I really LUV his fotograph!!. Dari jaman masih pake analog sampe digital. Iam always be the biggest fan of his photo. Jadi…jangan nyebelin atuh….kasih tau, cerita ma pina km ngapain aja.

Pina bukan orang lain kan buat km????

Can’t sleep in the city, you’re far away
Cigarettes keep me skinny
And my mind off the rain
Oh sometimes, sometimes
Oh sometimes, sometimes

Feelings are distant, and I know guilt by name
It was the hardest thing, watching you slip away
Oh sometimes, sometimes
Oh sometimes, sometimes

Sometimes it happens, feelings die,
Whole years are lost in the blink of an eye
We once had it all but events conspired
Oh sometimes

Good morning sweet thing, you’re safe in my hands
I am no saint, but I understand
Oh sometimes, sometimes
Oh sometimes, sometimes

Sometimes it happens, feelings die,
Whole years are lost in the blink of an eye
We once had it all but events conspired
Oh sometimes
Now that it is over, it is through
It gets me every time I think of you
And sometimes it happens, feelings die
Oh sometimes

I miss your warm skin beside me at night
And I miss your flesh in the dawn light
Oh sometimes, sometimes
Oh sometimes, sometimes

Sometimes it happens, feelings die,
Whole years are lost in the blink of an eye
We once had it all but events conspired
Oh sometimes

Saturn’s decline in my star sign
Seasonal adjustments, stars realign
Sometimes it happens, feelings die
Oh sometimes, sometimes

(ash)

huhuhu…trully, iam lost without u….
iya, iya…dalam banyak hal pina egois bgt…dan manja bgt, dan cengeng bgt dan menyebalkan bgt!!!! I knew it. But plis…dont be mad at me. Jangan marah atuh lah…jangan diem atuh lah…plis tell me…n lets make things better…come on!!!
Andri Krisdianto!!!!!!
Huhuhuhu……
How i throught all this things without u???
i just need a little more time with u!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I never understood before
I never knew what love was for
My heart was broke, my head was sore
What a feeling

Tied up in ancient history
I didnt believe in destiny
I look up you’re standing next to me
What a feeling

What a feeling in my soul
Love burns brighter than sunshine
Brighter than sunshine
Let the rain fall, i don’t care
I’m yours and suddenly you’re mine
Suddenly you’re mine
And it’s brighter than sunshine

I never saw it happening
I’d given up and given in
I just couldn’t take the hurt again
What a feeling

I didn’t have the strength to fight
Suddenly you seemed so right
Me and you
What a feeling

What a feeling in my soul
Love burns brighter than sunshine
It’s brighter than sunshine
Let the rain fall, I don’t care
I’m yours and suddenly you’re mine
Suddenly you’re mine

It’s brighter than the sun
It’s brighter than the sun
It’s brighter than the sun, sun, shine.

Love will remain a mystery
But give me your hand and you will see
Your heart is keeping time with me

What a feeling in my soul
Love burns brighter than sunshine
It’s brighter than sunshine
Let the rain fall, I don’t care
I’m yours and suddenly you’re mine
Suddenly you’re mine

I got a feeling in my soul …

(aqualung)

From the very first time I rest my eyes on you, boy
My heart said follow through
But I know now that I’m way down on your line
But the waiting feeling’s fine

So don’t treat me like a puppet on a string
Because I know how to do my thing
Don’t talk to me as if you think I’m dumb
I wanna know when you’re gotta come, you see

I don’t wanna wait in vain for your love
I don’t wanna wait in vain for your love
I don’t wanna wait in vain for your love
‘Cause summer is here - and I’m still waiting there
Winter is here - and I’m still waiting there

Like I said -
It’s been three years since I’m knocking on your door
And still I can knock some more
Ooh boy, ooh boy - is it crazy look, I wanna know now
For I to knock some more
You see

In life I know that there is lots of grief
But your love is my relief
Tears in my eyes burn
Tears in my eyes burn
While I’m waitin’
While I’m waitin’ for my turn
You see

I don’t wanna wait in vain for your love
I don’t wanna wait in vain for your love
I don’t wanna wait in vain for your love
I don’t wanna wait in vain for your love

‘Cause summer is here - and I’m still waiting there
Winter is here - and I’m still waiting there

Like I said -
I don’t wanna, I don’t wanna
I don’t wanna, I don’t wanna
I don’t wanna wait in vain
I don’t wanna, I don’t wanna
I don’t wanna, I don’t wanna
I don’t wanna wait in vain

It’s been three years since I’m knocking on your door
And still I can knock some more
Ooh boy, ooh boy - is it crazy look, I wanna know now

Like I said -
Tears in my eyes burn
Tears in my eyes burn
While I’m waiting
While I’m waiting for my turn
You see
Ooh boy, ooh boy - is it crazy look, I wanna know now
For I to knock some more
In life I know there is lots of grief
But your love is my relief